I hate when I’m always the person starting conversations, online or not. Every time I wonder if the other person even wants to talk to me.

Its been a boring uneventful week, my gf took off on vacation and I’ve had a temporary farm job peeling garlic, if I see another clove im going to go insane, I did catch up with a few old friends though, it was nice talking. leaving on vacation in a day. Really looking forward to everything, I only have limited internet acess but I plan on taking plety of pictures and making a few posts. I’d say I’m going to miss everyone but knowing where I’m going I wont start missing people until at least half way through the week.

My origional plan for the summer was to get a co-op for a month at the source until some people at the store left and job oppoutounities opened. The day of my interview I was all dressed and ready to go but something prompted me to call ahead, literally minuites before the manager that I had everything aranged with was fired. I asked how long it would be before there would be a new manager and was told two weeks cutting it reallly short to start. So I called upper management and stated my issue and said how close the deal was to done, I was told that they would honour the agreement and I would have my co-op. just sat down and thought crisis avoided.

I had no idea how wrong I was, as soon as the new manager gets in he called breaking off the deal and saying there was too much going on. Me being stubborn and determined, and a bit annoyed at just being ditched went down with a resumee, cover letter and amazing refrence letter from a lawyer. I managed to win the guy over and he said he would be happy to have me but he would need to convince management, there was an issue with a previous co-op student stealing. I felt good but at the same time felt like punching the asshole who had made this so hard for me.

It’s been a while and I havent heard back yet, I’ve missed the first week anyway so I’m thinking about just skipping the damn co-op, it would require me to do 100h of work in less than three weeks. This entire thing is driving me crazy and has me asking if its even worth a single credit and the resumee booster.
So annoyed, glad I have been able to spend some time with my friends though.

Today was boring, thats the only word to use. woke up at around 11:30 then went biking to meet Giovanni at two for one, I dont know why but I just felt out of energy and tired even though I had gotten more than enough sleep. I actually ended up sleeping there for a bit because there was nothing to do and we were both tired. went to Chris’s but got turned away, ya, boring. I find it annoying that the last week I have before I start working for the summer is such an uneventful one.